not much to say

right now I’m wondering why I’m hereit doesn’t feel like this is exactly where God meant to put mebecause i don’t like the uncertainty, but I equally fear the certaintyshould i go into something certain, like teaching or med school, or go for the uncertain grad school or even go out on a limb and follow my dreams… possibly right into the cardboard box lifestyle?i sure do a lot a writing when i have a lot to say